Often I can not understand. Every event that occurs in the course of my life, so I am so very long time - a time of happiness when his grief ambush soul, which is going to be wanting never happened and questioned why it had to happen? Look for problem analysis, logical answer to all that is happening in my life and still is happening is getting the fact that all happened because of mistakes myself, and if the answer is satisfying? Make relieved and able to sleep after that?
Of course not
Feelings of guilt, fear, anxiety, restlessness will continue to haunt every heartbeat and breath. So do not be kupungkiri how negligent and weak myself over anything that happens in my life. Often beyond the control of my desires as human beings and although I always admit my weaknesses and shortcomings of others as human beings simply do not cause a problem decomposes clearly.
O my Lord!
Give strength to my heart to see all the problems that occur in life-clear mountain springs to relieve my thirst and bright as the morning sun warm my soul infiltrates into the cold and weary.
I'm trying to survive in the midst of the storms of life are complicated, the world can change me or I can change the world.
I want to tell you a piece of my story
Just to share the bitterness of life
But ... This is not a fairy tale nor a friend
This is in fact a reality of my life overseas
My legs were carrying me away up the wishful thinking
My hands were doing to me do dream
My brain to process my thoughts until I can pick
My heart can feel the words and circumstances
Retrace my life is still a long
There are many puzzle I have to solve life
I define myself to achieve
But my organ works never stop
One by one the steps I have achieved progress
The closer the expectations
So can my folded arms and more real to me realize
An aspiration come true
But fate ran another
What I expect is not always equal to the unimaginable
Every beat of my footing as if he gave millions hope
My catapulted high up in the clouds
As if he had seen one spot of bright light
But ..............
Suddenly I flung away from heights
Pierced like a needle and squeezing like coral
Walk like a burden and a lacerated liver becomes silent
Not able to solve my riddle of life
Every step I witnessed my life full of thorns that was forgotten until the end of my life.Too many tears were falling to reach a dream
I live such a long time
So many ways my journey
Although everything definitely feels very bitter
Although the liver is constantly crying
I'll never stop forwarding these steps ...
Let the bullet penetrate my skin, I still inflamed crashing
Pain I can take running, running!!
Till lost sore
Hundreds of poems I have created a reality of life that I live for this. All the stories are full of thorns sad about my bitter life at the shoreline and all just happen ..
The discourse is deliberately created and developed by quoting from various real story myself. I poured the experience and the journey of life in this reading, traveling and living the bitter twists twists I've ever experienced since starting from my seat on the bench up until I wandered the island no relatives Sodara let alone friends. This discourse will continue to be updated and bekesinambungan the course of my life. Although I know it will not be easy, let thousands of people who do not believe, let me make them understand, I'll prove that it's real and not just a fairy tale.
Ironic indeed, but this is was really going on, the real story is deliberately I share to readers, an expression that may not be forgotten, even though it was buried in the memory, I try mengaisnya one by one and make a paper full of meaning and significance.
I realized .....
I'm just a middle-aged man who still children onions
In the romance of life, trying to learn
To understand the life lessons though I do not know
What should I take from the story in
I just wish, I will never be
Feeling the wound. Injuries that may
I faced will never be able to ..
Well Muqallibal Qulub ....
In the rest of the pieces of this heart hope
I beg Thee, Yaa Haadi,
Begging your instructions and guidance
Bless my road mileage
My order was lost one day
I am confident and very confident
Behind difficulties there must be easy
This journey was very sad, full of thorns. Many of the stories I want to write about me. The body shaken by the wind. Heart trembling, full journey of Life Twists Lika. I move my feet tuk's are winding down and I try to reflect on the meaning of life and all life